April 2009
5 posts
i’ve had a great week. all in all. i saw a very old friend last night.
last night though, i broke down a little bit. it has been three days since i said i didn’t want to hear your voice anymore and you protested saying that wasn’t fair.
:i’m leaving for maryland.
::now?
:this isn’t what i want
::is this about someone else?
:i just will never forgive you for...
i had an absolutely beautiful day. i haven’t felt happy in forever. riding my bike feels good and so do you and them.
this is where i want to be.
surprisingly, i LOVE the new yeah yeah yeahs...
you could have had something stable. wait, you had something stable. i was a constant. that’s all i’m saying about that. for three years.
laying in this bed makes my eyes feel funny. this is what happened the last time i left, so maybe my body is physically resisting change. or maybe my eyes aren’t used to being open so wide.
laying in this bed also makes me feel a swell of positive things, so, bring on the funny eyes.